Audrey messaged me, wanting to meet up. She's troubled and stressed in school and needs someone to talk to. After all that's happened I should not care or be bothered. But I'm also going through a very tough time. Maybe I also need someone to talk to.

From the les mis song of Javert's suicide

And my thoughts fly apart
Can this man be believed?
Shall his sins be forgiven?
Shall his crimes be reprieved?

And must I now begin to doubt,
Who never doubted all these years?
My heart is stone and still it trembles
The world I have known is lost in shadow.
Is he from heaven or from hell?
And does he know
That granting me my life today
This man has killed me even so?

(1) So Waddaya Think! 7:25:00 PM